17.07.2007

I cried.
Just dun understand why ppl take it for granted..
I'm really disappointed with him..
I fight with him yesterday night.
Yes i mean real fight.
For whole of my 21 years of life, yesterday was the most scariest me.
I couldn't control myself for not whacking him.
I throw things at him, Hitted him, Whacked him..
If possible i will also kick him and smack his face but luckily my mum hold on mi and stopped mi.

I've been continuously every morning wOke up at 620am to wake him up to ensure that he goes to school.
And i think he is getting out of hand.
Always thinking of skipping school and go to school late.

Yesterday some routine.. Woke up morning thinking that i could wake him up to go to sch and i can get back to my sleep...
First call, ok... Thought he still tired cos fri sat sun after his school camp he will be very tired.. I understand...
So i waited for around 630am to wake him up again.. He said he wanted to be late for sch and that he will go school on his own at 730am.
Ok.. i was quite patient with him liao...
So i nap awhile... he didn't even leave house yet onli until 750am i was realli fed up i flared at him.
He kept on Ding Shui like no manners. My hand was holding air con controller so i hitted him on the shoulder..
I think he is planning to Pon school again. I must make sure that he goes to school.. For revenge he pulled down my shoes rack and fall all on the floor.
U can imagine i have to fix back the shoes rack and with 30 over pairs of my shoes all over the place.. AND HOW CAN I NOT PISSED OFF? I even went downstairs to search for him and wanted to whack him!

At night came hm, he hided my laptop, my specs and even make a mess in my room and on my table. I'm already consider quite patient already and U BETA STOP CLIMBING OVER MY HEAD.
Wanted to whack him once i reached home.. Actually i'm not that angry until the very last part he reallli made mi till very mad. He thinks that mum will protect him so he tried to act BIG. He had been SPOILT since young.
SUPER HOT.
(Here's when everything came to the worst.....) I said that i won't let him go to school today. YES I'M VERY ANGRY. WO BU SHUANG!

Instead of appreciating me but he talks back to me. WTF? Dunno why kids turn out to be so PAI nowadays.

Mum even hold mi back. For the first time, i was so super hot tempered.
I couldn't control myself.. My mum was really very shocked to see mi like that.. She even called her company and wanted to take leave today just in case got anything happen.

Mum came to my room and asked mi to cool down.. Say girls cannot be so bad tempered and that he is still young.

I shouted at her and asked her to get out of my room.(I felt realli sorry for that.)

I dun gif a fuck whether u are young or not, as long you argue back with me. YOU HAVE NO MANNERS AT ALL.

My boyfriend called me from Tekong and i missed his call. I tot after 1030pm he won't be calling mi anymore cos lights off everyone have to go back to slp.. He missed call me at 1107.. Smsed mi twice 1056pm and 1057pm.

He said that he missed me...
He love mi love mi love mi very much...
Both i didn't see.. Hai.. By the time i called him back he already switch off his handphone le..

And now i think i felt abit of relax.. Didn't wan to think about it anymore... Have to concentrate on my test later on...

I swear to god i'll never talk to him ever again.