Disappointed

Juz read a fren's blog and knowing that HIM.. Told her everything about our things.. Do i realli so si bai being your gf? Am i realli not tat gd? NO I'm NOT.. I felt that i'm much beta than any other girls out there.. Is juz that i dun like to show out. Suddenly, i felt so disappointed after seeing her blog.. It's now 5.56AM and i blogging at this time.. Cos i couldn't slp.. Sometimes i wonder why do i choose to be with him although i'm not happy.. He always love to find fought with mi.. Juz a small little things.. Haiz.. I'm realli very sick of this relation.. He says that i dun show much care, concern and appreciation for him.. I did.. But he say nv.. WTf.. Is having a break realli helps? If that so.. I choose to gif u a break.. Can think whatever u wans.. I noe that my characteristics is not so gd as in being a gf.. Cos i like to keep everything in myself.. Do u ever ask mi how do i feel?? NEVER.. Everything i do it seems to u that u are not happy or not satisfied.. All i wan is juz the both of us to be happy and that's all.. I may ignored u cos i dun find a need to quarrel and i realli very tired of quarreling with you everytime.. Seriously. Why muz u everytime find things to fight with me? I've tried to compromise u many times.. But u seems dun feel it at all.. NVM.. If till one day u are realli tired of quarrelling and fighting with mi, i choose to let u go.. Maybe single life would be a beta choice for mi i guess??? All i wan to say is that i'm realli disappointed in you and also myself.